Goodbye LPH

Nagstart kmi as volunteer nurse nung Sept. 1, 2008 s Laguna Provincial Hospital (LPH). Nung una kinakabahan akow at excited xe magkakaron n naman akow ng new frends at experience. kala kow akow ang pinakamatanda un pala ndi hehe ^^ una kong nakilala as volunteer e s krizy at roxy, natatandaan kow nag aaply plng kmi nun nung nagkakilala kmi ^^ taz sumunod n nakilala kow e sna isay at pj aka perlyn(ndi s peachy ha). sabay2 kmi nagpapairma nun s kapitolyo at nagpas ng contract s ofice at kay Mr. de leon.
Nung first day namin uhhmmmm teka lng ang unang lalaking naka agaw ng atention kow nun e s gelo xe nagwagwapuhan me s kanya hehe ^^ taz ayun nagka kras me s kanya taz sinearch kow s FS taz ayun nag ka chat kmi twice lng ata taz inamin kow s kanya n kras kow xa hehe ^^ peru gang dun lng un hehe ^^ taz madalang kow lng xa nakakasama nun at na turn off me s kanya kaya bigla nlng nawala hehe ^^ the feeling is gone hehe ^^ feeling kow xe mataas standard nya s mga pinipili nyang frends ^^ binura nga nya me s FS e hehe ^^ peru okie lng haha ^^
Med Ward
Taz nagaing ka group kow s jerwin, xa pala ung lalaking humahabol ng tingin skin nung orientation...la lang kinilig naman akow hehe ^^ taz ayun ang unang naging ka close kow nung unang weeks namin dun e s tin rana ^^ ka group kow xe xa kmi2 nina jasmin ian jerwin at tin ang magkaka group ^^ lagi kmi sbay s duty nun taz pinakuha kow s kanya ang cp num ni jerwin ayun hehe ^^ inamin kow kay jerwin n kras kow xa hehe ^^taz la lng deadma lng xa ^^ hehe peru natutuwa me s kanya ang hilig nya xe kumanta ^^ taz ang bangu bangu pa nya araw2 hehe ^^ s med ward una namin rotation e ang una kong kasama nun e si ane ^^ buti nlng maganda ang tandem namin ni ane kaya mabilis ang trabahu namin nun hehe ^^ taz ayun sna te mitch n ang sumunod n nakasama kow ^^ mababait naman sla ^^ paspasan lng me s pag BBP dun hehe ^^ ung iba puru magic nlng hehe ^^ katamad xe mag BP ng lahat ng px e haha ^^ talagang tulo ang pawis kow dat tym peru okie lng lahat namn napagdaanan un ^^
ICU
uhmm 2-10 ang shift kow dun kaya oie lng hehe ^^ masaya excited din me s ICU ^^ isa s favorite area kow ang ICU ^^ s jc una kong kasama dun ^^ okie naman ang pers day ^^ medyu may hussle peru okie lng ^^ s eisen naging ka close kow s kanila s ICU ^^ lagi kow xe xa kasama nun ^^ dami kow natutunan s ICu mga kakaibang gamot n bihira kong ma encounter s med ward e nalaman kow n dun ^^ hehe
OB ward
nyt shif naman akow s OB ward ^^ medyu nakaka panibagu ang OB ward parang palengke grabe ^^ hehe s te elsa ang una kong nakasama dun ^^ mabait s te elsa sobra ^^ tinuruan nya me ng style s pag memeds at lahat2 ng natutunan kow s OB ward ^^ aun s ronald at sieg ang naging kakilala kow xe s OB er sla e ^^ masaya naman sla kasama atlast may ka jaming n me s pag yoyosi hehe ^^ taz nakilala kow din s OB ang very controversial n s Mayie ^^ ayun mabait naman pala xa at naging ka close kow din ^^ taz naiintriga tlg me s knila 2 ni roy nun hehe ^^ kala kow sla 2 xe lagi sla magkasama hehe ^^ un pala ndi daw hehe ^^ taz 1 beses pumasuk me nakasabay kow s duty s ian...at dun nag start ang lahat2 ng kabaliwan kow ngaun haha ^^ at biglang nawala n s eksena s jerwin ^^
OB er
6-2 nkow s OB er ^^ okie naman ang experience kow dun ^^ mabahu nga lng at ang init ^^ hehe ^^ dun kow nakilala s kim dayapera xe s ward xa ER naman akow ^^ naging close din kmi ni kim ^^ taz ayun pag la px s OB er nasa ward me ^^mababait naman ang mga staff skin dun s Ob ^^ s OB er kow din nakuha ang cp num ni ian taz ayun txt txt hehe ^^
NICU
reliever me s nicu ^^ masa s nicu aircon at ndi maxadu toxic ^^ lagi kow din kasabay s duty kow s ian ^^ feeling kow nadedevelop n me s kanya ^^ haha ^^ ayun txt txt kmi haha ^^ s nicu pala akow nainis kay tin rana xe ndi xa nagduduty ng nyt ampfs ^^ di kow tlg xa pinansin nun peru naging okk din kmi nung nasa surgery n kmi ^^ nag sory xa ^^ hehe s nicu kow din nakasama ng duty s pj tope ^^ nakilala kow xa nung IVT s LPH din couple of years ago ^^ mababait din naman ang mga taga nicu lalu n sna te regie at te alice ^^ hehe ^^ s mam evelyn din mabait ^^
SURGERY ward
ang pinaka excited n ward kong sabik n mapuntahan ^^ 2-10 akow dyan ^^ hehe ^^ excited? bkit kamu? xempre nandun s roy hehe ^^ kras kow din yan e hehe ^^ ok s surgery ^^ s te jaq una kong nakilala dun xe xa nag orient skin ^^ masaya s surgery lalu n ang mga staff ^^ dun akow naging at ease agad ^^ hehe ^^ xempre kinikilig tlg akow pag nakakasama kow s duty s roy haha ^^ uhmmm...memorable exp s surg? sguru ung tumae me s quarters nila haha tsaka ung may nakaway me n relative ng px hehe ^^ nung nasa surgey kmi dun naganap ang outing namin hehe ^^ masaya ang outing madami sumama ^^ enjoi naman ^^ naka score me dun haha peru di n maalala un nung taong un haha ^^ kinuha kow din number ni roy nun nakalimutan kow n kung kaninu basta txt2 kmi nun hehe ^^ peru d naman madalas hehe ^^
SICU
nyt ulit me s sicu...kakaloka mag duty ng 2 weeks star8 n nyt hays ...peru ok lng din s sicu xe pag la px nasa ward kmi ^^ ay mali pala nasa SICU n pala kmi nag outing nun hehe ^^ di nga sumama sna jerwin nun e
OR
buti nlng 6-2 akow s OR hehe ^^ dami case ^^ dami kow natutunan ^^ muntik p nga me pagsolohin mag first assist s CS kay dra obcemea e ^^ sayang xe dumating bigla s mam Glenda ^^ peru okie lng ^^ okie ang mga tao s OR ^^ sla nag bansag skin n "dyosa" hehe ^^ lalu n sna sir bernard dra mendoza kuya louie etc ^^ basta lahat sla ^^ s OR madalas kong kasama s ian haha ^^ nag sstret p nga me para lng makasama xa ^^ taz pag ala case nandun lng kmi s RR nakahiga nag bobonding at nag oopen s 1't 1 :c dun kow nakilala s ian ng lubusan ...in lab nkow s kanya ng mga panahon n yun hayz sarap balik balikan nun ^^
PALACOL
2-10 me dun ^^ mababait naman ung iba ^ sna te malou te eds te lea ok kasama ^^ la akow maxadu makukwento dyan xe xmas break napatapat ang duty kow dyan ^^ tungkol nlng s xmas party at new years party ang maisheshare kow ^^ uhmmm medyu may mga isue n nung tym n un s mga volunteers nun hehe ^^ d naman tlg maiiwasan un e ^^ ayun okie naman ang party ^^ taz nung nasa palacol din me nalaman kow n may karibal n me :c nakakalungkot p xe frend kow xa taz lam naman ng lahat n gustow kow s ian taz bigla xa eeksena xempre db snu b namn ndi maiinis nun? hayz la naman me magawa xe maimpluwenxa xa s LPH baka pag initan akow pag pinaglaban kow ang pagmamahal kow hayz (drama) but true...ayun akow nlng ang kusang lumayu kay ian mahirap n xe magka isue kaya nag give up nlng me peru snsb naman ni ian n frends lng daw sla peru may nakapag sb skin n comon frend namin n mahal din daw nun s ian kaya lagi sla magasama hayz saddest experience kow un n gang ngaun e malungkot p din hayz...
OPD
8-5 ang shift kow ^^ uhmmm natutow me mag ECG hehe ^^ madalas s rum 1 me nun peru nag rum 2 din me 2 beses lng ^^ taz nakilala kow s xernan bagung pasuk n volunteer nagustuhan kow din xa xe mabait hehe ^^ madalas n kmi war lagi ni ian mula nun xe napaparanoid nkow haha ^^ di xa mawala s isip kow peru s loob loob kow dapat kow n tigilan at medyu kilala ang karibal kow ...peru nagkabati din kmi nung bday celeb ni jas ^^
AS
uhm 2-10 me s AS pinaka masayang area n napuntahan kow hehe ^^ turok d2 turuk dun ^^ naramdaman kow tlg n staff me hehe ^^ alang pakialamanan s trabahu ^^ kakatuwa dun lagi kow kasama s tita A xa ang pinaka OK n staff para skin peru xempre ung ibang staff s ibang ward n naging close kow e ok din ^^ dun kow nakasama s Xernan ^^ ndi xa KJ ndi xa maarte sweet xa at mabait ^^ naramdaman sguru nya n may gustow me s kanya until lately nalaman kong taken n pala xa hehe ^^ peru okie lng frends lng naman kmi hehe ^^ taz fiesta s lumban nagpunta kmi kina rusel ayun masaya din n ndi xe napuno nkow s panlaaglag skin ni pj ayun di kow n nipapansin gang ngaun, ayaw kow xe n lahat ng secreto kow sinasabi s lahat at ung nilalaglag akow s lahat, kaibigan b tawag dun? ayun mula nun ndi nkow nagsasasama s kanya at s mga lakad nila ,kakalungkot peru ayaw kow ng ganun klaseng kaibigan
PEDIA
10-6 me dun hayz ang ward n pinaka ayoko xe puru bata hehe ^^ ayawkow tlg pag pedia ang px kakarindi ang mga iyaw at ang mga relative lalu n ang mga nanay e kala mo inaanow ung anak nila ^^ peru okie ung mga staff dun at mga doc mababait ^^ snsbi kow nga s mga staf dun n ayaw kow mag pedia e hehe ^^ ayun lagi me tuloy pullout s As o s med ward hehe ^^ sguru 3 beses lng me nakapag duty dun hehe ^^ ayun ganun p din away p din kmi gang s nagkapaalaman n kmi ...la n end n ng frendship para smin 2 hayz...peru ok lng di kow n naman xa makikita e xe gang march 1 nlng kmi dun hehe ^^
SEPTIC
waaaaa 6-2 nkow dun ^^ peru s pers week kow nasa med mision me hehe ^^ taz s last week kow e s septic nkow ^^ sana lagi me ma pull out s AS hehe ^^ den after s septic bye bye n LPH weeeeeee ^^ kakalungkot peru lahat ng bagay ay may katapusan ..

hays ayan sguru ang 50% ng storya ng buhay kow as volunteer s LPH medyu madrama at makulay ^^ xempre ung iba pa e ndi kow n sinama baka xe makasuhan me ng libel e hehe ^^ peru lahat yan e totoo at mula s pusow kow hehe ^^ salamat s mga nagbabasa ^^ labyew all ^^

haha ^^ del basahin m to ^^ mwah

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The term then began to be used in reference to homosexuality, in particular, from the early 20th century, a usage that may have dated prior to the 19th century. In modern English, gay has come to be used as an adjective (occasionally as a noun) that refers primarily[citation needed] to homosexuality. By the end of the 20th century the word gay was recommended by major style guides to describe people attracted to members of the same sex.At about the same time, a new, pejorative use was visible in some parts of the world. In the UK, US and Australia, this connotation, among younger generations of speakers had a non-sexual derisive meaning equivalent to rubbish or stupid (as in "That's so gay.")

Average Male Penis Size (The Truth About Normal Penis Size)

I'm often asked if penis size matters to gay men. I get as many answers as gay men I ask. Know the truth about average or normal penis size and get other penis enhancement facts.Penis Size:

1. The average penis is five to seven inches (127 to 178 mm)long when erect (measured from the tip of the penis head to the abdomen).

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The 6 Secrets of Gay Anal Sex (What you should know and what you should look out for)

Anal sex can be a pleasurable experience for gay men, but there are a few things you should know before having anal sex and a few tips to help ease the pain.
Know how the anus works.Before having anal sex, let's talk about how the anus works. The anus is the opening at the end of the colon which controls the passage of waste. Waste passes through the small intestines to your colon, then your rectum and finally out the anus. The opening and closing of the anus is controlled by the internal and external sphincter muscles (the most important muscles when engaging in anal sex). The sphincter muscle is a sensitive membrane with many nerve endings and thus the source of pleasure or pain.
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Using barrier methods, including condoms and dental dams, is the best way to make oral sex safer. A lot of people who are worried about dealing with bodily fluids find that flavored condoms and dams also reduce their inhibitions and make them better at going down on their partners.
If a man ejaculates during oral sex in or around the mouth of his partner or if any ejaculate gets in his partners eyes, it greatly increases the risk of STD infection (if he is infected with an STD).
In many cases, a STD can be transmitted even if the penis or tongue doesn’t go all the way in to the vagina, mouth or rectum and even if it isn’t obvious that body fluids are exchanged.
Some educators suggest you avoid brushing your teeth prior to performing oral sex as you can cause small cuts or abrasions that could increase the risk of fluid transmission.

10 Things You Oughta Know About...ORAL SEX

1. You can get an STD or HIV (the virus that causes AIDs) from oral sex - you must use a condom or dental dam no expectation.
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I Love You (But Not That Way): Man Crush Confidential

I Love You (But Not That Way): Man Crush Confidential

by Shawn Baker

“I just wanna hang out with him so bad, man! Why won’t he call?!”

You’ve got a Man Crush: the state of not actually being gay… just gay for somebody in particular, as in “Dude, you’re totally gay for him.”

It’s a hetero thing.

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Gladiators — the prototype for modern-day pro athletes — prevailed the literal and figurative laurels from the crowd.

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